Urges.

"Feed me."
Says the app.
Feed me with bits of your life.
With who you met, what you ate and what you wore.
With how you feel and what you believe.

I can't, you say. 
It's needed, the app says.

Feeds and updates.
That web of lies and deceit.
That claim a life that you don't live.
A life of megapixels and comedy.

Look at life through a third eye.
Take a photo, it never lies.

Likes and comments,
Your social worth equals your self esteem.
Connect! It urges you,
Why should you be free?

You give in, you cave,
You update and wait.

Seemingly million eternities go by,
Until that blinking red dot on 
your little palm-sized monster seems to say,
"Congrats! You're connected!"

I'm the kinda girl who..

I'm the kinda girl who'll cry if you're crying.
The one who'll try and search for answers in your rain.

I'll be the one reminiscing about school days and sharing her youthful exuberance with you.
But i'll also be the one who 'mans-up' and is the mature one.

Don't try to unravel me.
Believe me I've tried. 

Where my soul ends and my ego begins,
is an imaginary boundary.

The kind who'll laugh freely and openly and not care.
The one who'll be happy in a rose, or a handwritten note

Simple outwardly, yet complicated with words.
Which come tumbling out awkwardly at times, 
and composed mellifluously when need be.

Full of contradictions. Yet so complete.

Thats the kind of girl I am.

Live. Love. Eat.